For the past few days I was contemplating on the fact how people treated others. Maybe I was just naive. Kept believing in the goodness on a certain person in life which I know its utterly just a waste of my time. I guess time is something we need to digest everything. I think for now, it is time for me to get back to my friends and love ones. I know at times and points I abandoned them. Many may not see it that way as they understood I was going through a rough time. I think I owe all of you a big hug.
I come to one point now that I really don't care much of the non important things that kept bugging me. I feel that I have misplaced my faith in other issues. But coming back to where I am, the worst was I felt I wasn't a good friend at all. I know that Mr D is extremely sick these past few days and I didn't had the courage to even ask, how are you in the morning. Sometimes I stared at my iPad thinking should I sent that morning greeting in the morning. I know of all people you would totally understand me.
A few days ago, I was actually having this anxiety about one of my big 3. He suddenly just went missing. But out of tiredness. I totally could understand that. But I still hate you for going missing! But yes, it made me crazy over your where about.
I was having a meeting and coffee with Nell yesterday. And suddenly, ( As usual for her randomness ) she just pop out and ask me about how things are going and have I met anyone new? I was like.. Stunned for a moment. Honestly I find myself confining myself for the reason I don't even know why. Then it got me thinking. Maybe I am contented with what I have? or maybe I am just too drained out from everything that is happening in life? Honestly, what the hell with it. I guess being alive everyday is what we need to do. I feel the awesome love from my angels and friends. Even Ed Ed, who flew in from NYC just to catch up with me. How am I not blessed. Even at home doing work, I am like anticipating one of my "Music Kaki" - MK to post his awesome choice of music that always make me feel good about it. And I am really have to make our meeting possible this time round. I don't know, it is just someone who understands you in music. Isn't that awesome?
Sitting in the sun right now, feeling my bare legs on the fresh grass, it makes me wanna do what I do. Continue giving back. I guess I can officially say that the bitch is back in action! I am blasting my original music loud for oz on the headphone. I think everything is falling into place. I am really seeing the bigger picture. I know the best thing in life is when everything goes wrongly. Accept that everything in life happens for a reason. Life is too short to worry about these kinda nonsense! Firstly I wanted to do is to give more love to those I love. And nothing is gonna stop me. No matter how far are you. I love you with my all! Second is I think being nice doesn't really suits me. I am going back to the bitch I am. I know some of you may think that when I was nice I was not, then too bad! I am just Eric and he is back to his two feet. Third and more will be updated as I do not know now which is what I wanted now. But taking every step in life with pride and love.
And here by another thing I wanna introduce here in my blogging world is Voon Foong. Some rare gem Mr G found me to help me out on the musical! I am like OMG with his passion! He just reminded me so much of myself when I was younger. No doubt the potential in him. So Malaysia Music Scene, beware of this big star in the making! I will assure that great things to come from him. I will be meeting with him to talk further on our show! Beware! Wizard Of Oz comes to KL by Pan Production will be the most awesome musical of the year~ I can assure you of that! Thank You Nell for the directions! I love you so much!
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| This picture reminds me so much of the joy and love I had during my Wicked Birthday in Singapore. And Yea! MUSIC NEVER SLEEPS! |
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