Before, After, Now.

Before I was a loner
Always brooding in my own shelter
Thought love would never stop by ever
As I couldn’t find that special lover.

Then I met you one summer
For hours we sat and talked to each other
Like old friends we were, I remember
Funny that I could find a soul mate in a stranger.

I knew then I have found the perfect partner
Someone I could love and cherish forever
Now, my love has only grown deeper

After I was a lover

Always having a home to go back to

Thought love would never ever leave me ever

As I found you in my life.

One summer I was straying away from the side walks

Then Satan brought me together with a past

We were like strangers once more, I remember

Funny was I didn't think it would hurt me

I knew I was to lose you even you were perfect

Someone I could love and cherish forever

Now, my love has failed only deeper

Now I was blessed again.

Having my own shelter and a home

As I have all the love again.

After years being a loner and one winter

I found you in my life again.

Funny that we met in that weird way that you never knew me

But in many ways, I knew I was blessed, I remember.

Even life has it's own way 
I know now nothing I will do to not see you smile
Just cherish every moment that we may have.
Someone I could fall on and spread my wings to have you safe
Now that is a love that I will never dream of.