Better Than I Know Myself - Adam Lambert

Cold as ice
And more bitter than a december
Winter night
That's how I treated you
And I know that I
I sometimes tend to loose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah that's the truth

All along
I tried to pretend it didn't matter
If I was alone
Deep down I know
If you were gone
For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn
Cause I'm lost without you.

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

I become the dark
Let it go too far
I can be obnoxiousness at times
Tryin' to see my heart
Cause I need you now
So don't let me down
You're the only thing in this world
I will die without

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

I am so impressed with what this song does wanna convey.

It is nothing what like most people will think it is. 

This is a song of self acceptance. And I will keep some stories quiet off the record.

I admire all the courage that people around me has. I think I get all the message you guys are trying to say.

"Cause you're the only thing I would die without~"

I get it now~

Thanks Adam~