Details in The Fabric

In the early hours of today, it was still raining when I woke up. Somehow I was kinda uneasy the whole night. Somehow when emotionally someone is not stable, our physical mode somehow will get affected. And when I receive the message I somehow knew my intuition is right.

When u tweeted me in the morning, my heart just drop and died-ed. I somehow was worried as hell. I would be lying if I say I am not. But It did make me felt a little better when I know your sister is taking care of you.

Yet again the question kept running within me. But I really don't care any more. I would not care any kinda perceptions that others may think of me. All I wanted is your health and happiness. And I really do not know how to put your smile back there. And at last something came up to me. Out of no where. This came so perfect. Mr D, I want you to know no matter what, you know only you yourself can free you from the pain you are holding on to. I am doing everything. But without you letting yourself free, it will not able to achieve anything.

Mr D, I never ever gave up on you. Please don't give in. Yes, I am very scared. Scare of losing you. I still wanted to go Hong Kong with you. So many things we wanna do together. Please get well. please.. 

This is for you. I will be there by your side till the end, but you have to know you are doing this not for me or anyone. Just for yourself. Please let us love you. It was never a burden. It was never any responsibility or anything. It is just too much we haven't done. I have fought my fight. Don't give up on me now. You will get well, I know you will.. Please.. please.. If you will read this post, you will understand why this song is for you. I just want you to know I am always here with you. Just by your side. 

Calm down

Deep breaths

And get yourself dressed instead

Of running around

And pulling all your threads and

Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it

If its a broken arm then brace it

If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own

Know your name

And go your own way

Hold your own

Know your name

And go your own way

And everything will be fine

Hang on

Help is on the way

Stay strong

I'm doing everything

Hold your own

Know your name

And go your own way

Hold your own

Know your name

And go your own way

And everything

Everything will be fine

Everything

Are the details in the fabric

Are the things that make you panic

Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow

Hell, no reason, go on and scream

If you're shocked it's just the fault

Of faulty manufacturing.

Everything will be fine

Everything in no time at all

Everything

Hold your own

And know your name

Go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)

Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)

Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Hold your own

Know your name

Go your own way.

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)

Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)

Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine? (Go your own way)

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own)

Hell no reason go on and scream (Know your name)

If youre shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)

Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine

Everything in no time at all

Hearts will hold