Without You No.2

A reflection whenever I listen to this song. It is somehow a beautiful memory.

But I think its best to stay as a memory. I sometimes wonder what does it meant to you the time I was still with you. I never felt I was worth anything. I am not complaining nor anything here. Just a past that came around recently. To go back to that time, I don't really think I wanna be back to that time. 

The love was so insecure in many ways. It was kinda mixture. I felt like sometimes when you were near when no one was there with you. But when you have everything, I always feel alone. The loneliness was fearfully even you were lying next to me. It was very painful. But the credit will be given to you too. You made me felt love too. Just in another way. I know no one is perfect and I never want you to be. Maybe it will never be right for us to be together. 

But talking in the future, this is something I will never able to say. Time change, people change. But it will be a path unknown. No point of finding out now. Let time unfold to itself. But all I wanna say is I am complete now and I am happy to be in my own way~ Sharing this song to have a closing chapter in my life.

A closing of  a chapter and a new beginning  of another.

I can't win, I can't reign

I will never win this game

Without you, without you

I am lost, I am vain,

I will never be the same

Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly

I will never make it by

Without you, without you

I can't rest, I can't fight

All I need is you and I,

Without you, without.... You

Can't erase, so I'll take blame

But I can't accept that we're

Estrange

Without you, without you

I can't quit now, this can't be right

I can't take one more sleepless night

Without you, without you

I won't soar, I won't climb

If you're not here I'm paralyzed without you, without you

I can't look, I'm so blind

Lost my heart, I lost my mind without you without... You!

I am lost, I am vain,

I will never be the same

Without you, without you