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Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Torn

Every single action leads to multiple outcomes. And being a part of being human, we are subject to go through every single emotions that drives our actions. I don't wanna use the reason of me coping with my condition right now towards any of my actions. But I somehow lost it today.

I trashed my lappy in the process. And some part of me just couldn't digest what happen when I saw Dumdum. Everything went blank but I just wanna be left alone. I never wanted any of those who cares and loves me see me in this horrific state. At least to me I am now. And after everything has past, I couldn't even explain why I went crazy. And I don't feel good on what I did.

I couldn't express how I am feeling right now actually besides from this song by Natasha. One of the strongest phrase from the song was this.
Because of you I knew how to be loved.
You made me feel beautiful cause you believe I was.
And I'll never forget how you touched my life
You made me feel like I belong.
There is really a lot I have to learn how to accept. Living with the way I am right now, even it has been years, but I am still learning. I know maybe this is a little too much to ask from y'all, but please be patient with me. 

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Live to love and love to live. The motto that I held on my entire life. Just a regular guy who loves what I am passionate in life. A song writer and producer. Living life on the move. From Malaysia to The States, New Zealand to Singapore. With the companion of great people in life. In and out from the music industry. Taking everything one step at a time. 
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