There are so many things I wanna put out right here, but I guess time isn't right just yet. Maybe some other time. Every little journey begins with a little small hope. Will be dealing with some visa issue right now. Not really for me but yea..
I was with a heavy heart for the past few days. There are so many doubts that is lingering around. I am still figuring out things so I actually know where I will be heading towards. I am trying to stay calm and look at the positive side of things right now. Somehow, you just can't have two person being in the dark side together. It's just a recipe for disaster. I don't blame on why all the out lashes because I knew deep down if I were you, I may feel the same way. If I am being honest to myself, I really wanted things to happen. It was like what Andrew once told me a few years back,
"all of us, sitting somewhere enjoying our coffee in a winter's day"This is like a dream for the 6 of us. It will be like "finally". When there was 3, we were just little lost single souls dreaming for love. And now, when everything fallen into place, this must be a journey that we have to take. I know that now, on our plate, there are so much uncertainties. But I need to be positive. I must be. The date has been set, it will be on the 18th of Oct 2013. It will be a celebration of love and friendship. I just wanted this to happen real bad. Am I too selfish for pushing this?