Social Icons

twitterfacebookgoogle pluslinkedinrss feedemail

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Certain and Uncertainties

Since you are gone baby, I have been asking a lot of questions to myself.
So many Questions with Answers, and many more Unanswered.
Even our love is so strong. But it seems I can't really know what to do.
I know at this moment, flashes of memories keep going through my mind.
I know you are definately not well too there.
But what can I do? How can I go and show you my love again?
I really wish that things will be ok in many ways for you.

Living a life without you now is really not easy,
My emotions goes up and down. And I really do not know how to deal with this.
I still feel the pain that I put you in and indirectly the pain lives within me.
I would love you more and more by time goes by.
But somehow I wanted you to know I miss you as much as you do.

I wish to have news from you to know you are well there.
But the answer for this is     -UNCERTAIN

I wish to have your care and love again.
But the answer for this is     -UNCERTAIN

I wish at this point I am by your side walking you through this tough period you are facing.
But the answer for this is     -UNCERTAIN

I wish I can still love you as you happily wedded husband.
But the answer for this is     -UNCERTAIN

Are we still married or everything has ended.
But the answer for this is     -UNCERTAIN

Then what are the things which is certain?

I still love you and misses you every moment in life.
The answer for this is       -CERTAIN

Do you still love me and misses me as much.
The answer for this is       -CERTAIN

Are you still in pain and confused and keep on asking why? why? why?
The answer for this is       -CERTAIN

Deep in you, you are still struggling and still do not know where our course may lead.
The answer for this is       -CERTAIN

At this point in life. How am I going to take a step ahead to just tell you I wanna love you even more now?
I am the one who put you in such pain. I am the one who left you in so much miseries~
Should I let you go?
But the answer of this is     -UNCERTAIN or CERTAIN

 I can't do this anymore.. I really do not know how and what to do.
But the only thing I am sure is I really regretted hurting you and I am very sure I still love you very very much~

God, I need guidance~ Please show me where shall I go from here.
Part of me really wanted to give up my treatments. I do not wanna go through anymore pain.
And talking about pain, Nothing is more painful when the heart is hurt~

Baby~ I love you~ But I do not know what to do from here~


Post a Comment


Where Broken Heart Goes

My Social Network

Translate This

About Me

My Photo
Live to love and love to live. The motto that I held on my entire life. Just a regular guy who loves what I am passionate in life. A song writer and producer. Living life on the move. From Malaysia to The States, New Zealand to Singapore. With the companion of great people in life. In and out from the music industry. Taking everything one step at a time. 
Eric believe what Eric says~ Cuz Eric is God~