I Miss You

Sitting here tonight by the quiet lake. Its been beautiful in my life.
I am reflecting every bit of memory I had.
I just felt like I should jus patting my shoulders and say

:: Way to go Ricky, I am so proud of you ::

In so many many ways, I guess all what I have planned now is best for everyone in my life.
The least to me it is. Maybe many won't understand or maybe no one will. 
But what have we really learned in life? Ultimately, Love...


Love is still very very strong culture in me. Given me the strength to go on life.
Giving me hope when everyone dashes your dreams.
Even when no one understands..

For many buddhist out there. One of the Buddha's teaching. Metta ( Loving Kindness )
Even for a religion, love is a form of passion and burns us to a greater good.
We shall not follow blindly, It has always there for us to learn.
And I learned my lesson well. As Greed, Lobha: (Sanskrit and Pali) arises, how do we sharpen our minds to exhale the desires? Metta~ It is a beautiful thing in life.

Somehow with all is going on around me. I dedicate this to someone who has a strong point in my heart.
At least to me he is. I just wish this would make you feel a  lot better.
Somehow trying not to react to it. I guess this is what I can do for my part.
To whom it will be in your life. This is a gift to you for whoever you may want it to be.
As long could see you smile, or feel you do.. That makes a lot of happiness to me.

SMILE!!!

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

You'd hold me close in your ah-arms

I love the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holding me

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm living out my deam

Oh, how I wish you could see

Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past

It's true that time is flying by too fast

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

I miss you

I miss you

I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you

I miss you