The Last For Now

Being able to stand in a dark corner sometimes could do wonders that you couldn't imagine. Through time, with stories and pictures, it will show you the way back home. I see all the beauty grow. If only it would be easy to let it go. Being at the edge of not knowing, I am just letting myself feel and be. For now, it seems fit to let it be that way.

This will be my last post for now. I really wished I could say I know how long will I be away. In someway, it will be just another phrase for me for now. Even I know that nothing seems to be right for now but the only thing that feels right is you even it isn't. I am just grateful that you are here to walk me through this period right now. Listening to Sara Bareilles's Gravity right now before I go. It somehow just made me feel somehow calm in ways. I just wished it will turn out well. Till then...

Something always brings me back to you.

It never takes too long.

No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.

You keep me without chains.

I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.

When I thought that I was strong.

But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.

Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.

But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.

But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.

The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.

You're keeping me down, 

You're on to me, on to me, and all over...

Something always brings me back to you.

It never takes too long.