I guess imma that kinda person who will believe what I wanna believe. Even though sometimes that reality is the other way round. I guess it is just a Capricorn thingy. To me right now, I guess what I will choose to believe is life has it's own way to show you what you are worth.
I do notice that the past few weeks, there are a lot of changes, and there are a lot of things that are different. But I choose not to react to it. Maybe to me, life indeed has a very strong impact to me that I feel that I am in the right place. I can't deny that there is a part of me wanted to know why, but again, even if I know the answer, it doesn't change the fact what things could be misread or misunderstood. That said, what I feel might even be wrong to begin with.
Many times, I do question myself that am I doing my all to make things right? I know in our lifetime, we can't make everyone happy. But again, we will always wanna strive for perfection even though reality doesn't permits us to do so. If I had a chance, I would not hesitate.
Every one of us in this life time, we have our fair share of struggles. A part of me knows that if I hadn't had what I have right now, I wouldn't have make it through so smoothly. To sustain a human connection isn't as easy as it seems. Sometimes, the best way to deal with it is just let it go. Cause the fact I know if I would've held to it, it will turn into a battlefield.
For that, I choose to smile. Like Mr D and I always share a quote at times of uncertainties. - " It will pass. " living against time is just so not worth it to feel that way. As I know deep down, I did what I could to make it right.