Underneath

Strip away the flesh and bone

Look beyond the lies you’ve known

Everybody wants to talk about a freak,

No one wants to dig that deep

Let me take you underneath.

Baby, better watch your step

never mind what’s on the left

You’re gonna see things you might not wanna see

it’s still not that easy for me

Underneath

A red river of screams

underneath

tears in my eyes

underneath

stars in my black and blue sky underneath

under my skin, underneath

the depths of my sin

Look at me, now do you see?

Welcomed to my world of truth

I dont wanna hide any part of me from you

I’m standing here with no apologies

Such a beautiful release

you inside of me.

A red river of screams

underneath

tears in my eyes

underneath

stars in my black and blue sky,

And underneath

under my skin, underneath

the depths of my sin

Look at me, now do you see?

Strip away the flesh and bone

Look beyond the lies you’ve known

I’m standing here with no apologies

Such a beautiful release

you inside of me.

Baby, better watch your step

never mind what’s on the left

You’re gonna see things you might not wanna see

it’s still not that easy for me

Underneath.

A red river of screams

underneath

tears in my eyes

underneath

stars in my black and blue sky,

And underneath

under my skin, underneath

the depths of my sin 

Look at me, now do you see?

A song that was purely against all odds. The first time in my life I never shared this song till now. I guess this song is purely something personal. Given life to by my Cow with the lyrics and Batman with his beautiful voice. Not many would able to relate this song. But I know surely there is one soul would know how this song feel. Grateful to have receive a copy of a signed great album. You surprised me so much in this released. 

Somehow this is facing my past. A song that brought me into my darkest point in life. A moment there, I was drowned with my own tears. I brought myself back into the depths of the beauty of my own past. Somehow this was a beautiful release. You inside of me. The metaphors of the lyrics was dark and beautiful. What am I without this beautiful team that made my life meaningful after this. 

Yes this is a part of loneliness that I would have to live with no matter who will be by my side. A place I would visit from time to time. I have been living in this half life ever since. I have no more apologies, no more guilt, no more sadness but the truth I screw you over again and again. And the price to pay with my own sins. Look at me and what do you see?