I Won't Give Up

Dont tell me love is something you won't try again,
thats just not true.
But baby right now maybe what you needs a friend,
well im here for you.
I will be by your side, if ever you fall deep in the dead of night,
whenever you call.
And I won't change my mind, no I'll see you through,
and I won't give up,
no I won't give up,
I won't give up on you.

You need someone who knows you from the inside out,
the way I do.
I've seen you walk the wire never looking down,
I believe in you.
I will be by your side, if ever you fall deep in the dead of night,
whenever you call.
And I won't change my mind, no I'll see you through,
and I won't give up,
no I won't give up,
I won't give up on you.

I will be by your side.
If ever you fall deep in the dead of the night.

And I won't give up,
no I won't give up,
I won't give up,
You can call it love,
I wont give up, on you.

Out of no where, a friend shared this song with all this friends. I guess this is the only thing I could really relate what and how I feel at this very moment. There are so much that has been happening in life now. But in a good way. Being back to where I belong, I am feeling that beautiful sense of security whenever I think of you. But how could I possibly return this to you? Sometimes, I felt it is so hard to just wanna make you understand how much you meant to me. But it will never be in many ways. I am feeling that it was just something playing tricks in my mind. But is it really? I don't know. 

This song somehow made me felt that beautiful part of life you have shown me. But I am also wondering how could I possibly give this back to you. The only way is to get well? It has always been my dream. But how could I do that? I always wanted to make things right. I won't give up on you. But you were always cold whenever I wanted to come close to you. Maybe it is me thinking too much. But why oh why couldn't I reach out to you? Why do you have to push everyone away when you needed others around you? You were always there for me but to return this favor it seems like an impossible thing to happen.

But no matter what the reason is, I will be by your side. I will never give up on you. No matter what circumstances, this is my choice in my life. This is what I decide to do. No one ever sees me as you did. And I do see that in you. I wish sometimes, I have the courage to pull everything through. I think the only thing now I could hold on to is the lyrics of this song.