Dirty Little Secrets

A part of me didn't want it to be real, a part of me wanted it to just be.

The more it stacks up, the less space I have left to breath. Will I be really willing to give it in? Or will I keep fighting? Where I really wanna go from here? Where should I be right now? Nothing seems or feels right.

The lyrics just reflects beautifully.

If I had the chance love

I would not hesitate

To tell you all things I never said before

Don't tell me it's too late

'Cause I've relied on my illusion

To keep me warm at night

And I've denied in my capacity to love

But I am willing to give up this fight 

I've been up all night drinking to drown my sorrows down

But nothing seems to help me since you went away

I'm so tired of this town where every tongue is wagging

When every back is turned

They're telling secrets that should never be revealed

There's nothing to be gained from this but disaster 

Here's a good one

Did you hear about my friend

He's embarrassed to be seen now

'Cause we all know his sins 

If I had the chance love

I would not hesitate

To tell you all things I never said before

Don't tell me it's too late

'Cause I've relied on my illusion

To keep me warm at night

And I've denied in my capacity to love

But I am willing to give up this fight 

Oh, I am willing to give up this fight