Did You Need It

So one of us

has to go. We know one of us,

come on, it's time to go.

And as the storm

rolls in,

leaving all we've been.

I guess there's a first time for everything

And was the spotlight 

up above you 

shining so bright?

A searchlight,

signaling to bring you home

always wanting.

You found oh the limelight.

And where the hell did you go?

And was the road too long?

Did you want it?

Did you find it?

Did you need it? 

And where the hell did you go?

And was the road too long?

When you finally see what matters and what don't. Even the people you once thought that matters.. They are just passerby in the end. 

It is always easy to say.. But it doesn't make it any easier to walk away. . .

And I think for the next few days, I will be blogging in Mandarin. Needed a break from everything now. All I feel now is just... doesn't make sense any more..