I Need A Doctor

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

I told the world, one day I would pay it back
Say it on tape, and lay it, record it
So that one day I could play it back
But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that
Ya'll startin' to creep, and everyday is just so gray and black
Hope? I just need a ray of that
'Cause no one sees my vision when I play it for 'em
They just say its wack
But they don't know what dope is
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this,
All I know is, you came to me when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, brething life in me
I owe my life to you
But for the life of me, I dont see why you don't see like I do
But it just dawned on me you lost a son
Demons fightin' you, it's dark.
Let me turn on the lights and brigthen me and enlighten you
I don't think you realise what you mean to me
Not the slightest clue
'Cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
You goin' either wanna fight when I get off this fuckin' mic
Or you goin' hug me
But I'm out of options, there's nothing else I can do cause ,

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

It hurts when I see you struggle
You come to me with ideas
You say they're just pieces so I'm puzzled
'Cause the shit I hear is crazy
But your either getting lazy or you don't believe in you no more
Seems like your own opinion's, not one you can form
Can't make a decision, you keep questioning yourself
Second guessing and its almost like your begging for my help
Like I'm your leader
Your susposed to fucking be my mentor
I can endure, no more,
I demand you remember who you are
It was you, who believed in me
When everyone was telling you don't sign me
Everyone at the fucking label, let's tell the truth
You risked your career for me
I know it as well as you
Nobody wanted to fuck with the white boy
Dre I'm crying in this booth
You saved my life, now maybe its my turn to save yours
But I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more
But I aint giving up faith and you aint giving up on me
Get up Dre, I'm dying I need you, come back for fuck's sake 'cause ,

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
(I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life)

It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the shit like it was just yesterday though
You walked in, yellow jump suit
Whole room, cracked jokes
Once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
Went through friends, some of them I put on
But they just left, they said they was riding to the death
But where the fuck are they now?
Now that I need them I don't see none of them
All I see is Slim
Fuck all you fair-weather friends
All I need is him
Fucking backstabbers
When the chips were down you just laughed at us
Now you 'bout to feel the fucking wrath of Aftermath, faggots
You goin' see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the fuck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
Little Cracker Jack beat making wack math,
Backwards producers, Im back bastards
One more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I'm leaving
I'll guarantee they scream Dre don't leave us like that man cause ,

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life


At this very moment when this song is played. I suppose this is what I felt after this morning. A moment there I was really wondering how to put this in words but this song says it all. The lyrics reflects what is within! Trying to stay strong on this! I hope I will pull it through.