Still Here

At a point like this, I was really left with no choice but to call up my parents. I somehow didn't really see this coming. Last night was one of the harder times for me this year. The last time I was experiencing this kinda pain, it was months ago.

There is so much going on in my mind. But when I decided to put it down in words, everything just went blank. I just wish that I could be better in control of things. But I knew everything will pass. But one thing that is constant was you. I really wish I have better control of this but just somehow seems hard.

Anyway, the only reason I'm still blogging at times like this is for my close friends to know I'm still ok. Somehow it became their habit to check on me here. So, I'm just wanting to say that even things are hard, but I'm still here fighting on.