Goodbye

I heard you laughing in a crowd outside a restaurant we used to go to
I caught a glimpse that stopped me in my tracks
It took me back
You looked happy with that little girl on your shoulders, happy
I know where she got those crystal eyes of blue
Time’s been sweet to you

As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt
I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved
Sometimes life leads you down a different road
When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go
Someday you’ll see the reason why
Sometimes, yeah sometimes, there’s good in goodbye

I don’t regret it
The time we had together
I won’t forget it
But we both ended up where we belong
I guess goodbye made us strong
And yeah I’m happy
I found somebody too who makes me happy
And I knew one day I’ll see you on the street
And it’d be bittersweet

As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt
I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved
Sometimes life leads you down a different road
When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go
Someday you’ll see the reason why
Sometimes, yeah sometimes, there’s good in goodbye

As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt
I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved
Sometimes life leads you down a different road
When you’re holding on to someone that you got to let go
Someday you’ll see the reason why
Yeah someday you’ll see the reason why
There’s good in goodbye

Untying the knot that I have been tying to myself for a long time. I do not know will I succeed but at least I wanna take the first step to do so. Looping Carrie Underwood's Good in Goodbye, I somehow felt all the memories bringing back into my life. It was a good one to be honest. There is something which was right in the lyrics. 

When you're holding on to someone that you got to let go.

 Yeah, maybe someday I will see the reason why. When there are news about you are doing better and well now, somehow, it just brought a smile on my face with a little sting. I guess that was the most beautiful thing that ever happen. It is bitter sweet. Yes it is. I never stop missing you. Everyday. At least once you will appear in my mind. As bad it was, but I thank god I didn't get what I wanted. Because without all these, I will never have what I have now. Forgetting you? I dunno will I ever, but it was something really had changed me entirely. Maybe one day, I will really see the smile and grateful for everything. Baby J, Thank you. thanks for everything.