Loving You For A Thousand Years.

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you 
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Mend a heart~

It's probably what's best for you
I only want the best for you
and if I'm not the best
then you're stuck

I tried to sever ties
and I ended up with wounds to bind
like you're pouring salt in my cuts

And I just ran out of bandaids
I don't even know where to start
cause you can bandage the damage
you never really can fix a heart
Even now I know what's wrong
how could I be so sure
if you never say what you feel, feel

I musta held you hand so tight
you didn't have the will to fight
I guess you needed more time to heal

Baby I just ran out of bandaids
I don't even know where to start
cause you can bandage the damage
you never really can fix a heart

You must be a miracle worker
swearing up and down you can fix 
what's been broken yeah
please don't get my hopes up no no
baby tell me how could you be so cruel

It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts
Baby I just ran out of bandaids
I don't even know where to start
cause you can bandage the damage
you never really can fix a heart

Baby I just ran out of bandaids
I don't even know where to start
cause you can bandage the damage
you never really can fix a heart

Closing at the end.

It has come to a closing at last. There ain't any more unfinished business.
I had found peace (hopefully) at last.
The burden is being let down. I am now free to go my way.
In many ways, I have planned all the remaining days and things in hand.

A beautiful angel, thank you so much for bringing me back to this world.
Where a world I did not believe love will be there any more.

Somehow it was just not the right thing even it felt right.
Somehow there is still something I felt not right. It was all Nicholas all over again.
And with this, I do trust it was the right thing to do. Beautifully right to look back and smile.
Maybe not rightfully there. I love the way you are. Kel, I know you will take good care of my angel.
Your light is the most beautiful thing for him. He has a beautiful and innocent soul.
Time for me to go my way. And Kel, don't worry about me any more.
Its m calling now. I will miss you guys so much. This 11 years is a beautiful one.
My angel, its not a long time we have known each other, but I want you to know, No matter where I am, I will always be there. You will know cause you are my shining star.

A beautiful life it was for me so far, James you taught me how to love, Thank you very much for slapping me and wake me up from my dream. Without you, I will never learn how to love.
You will always be a memory that will live within me. A painful yet a beautiful one.
I loved you the  wrong way, but it was never a lie. You were my everything. Thank you very much.
Forgive me for not loving you the right way. Without you, I never knew that the pain of letting go someone you love. I know now. The pain is unbelievably painful. Even more painful when it was just something which doesn't belong to you at all. Again, Thank you.

This is the beautiful evening sky here beside the lake. Thinking that how beautiful it was if you were here now. The sunset today made me stop and think for a good long time.  It was the right thing to do now. I know how much I have to deal with if I were to choose the other way round. It was the best for all. And now, believing the love does exist, thankfully, I found my way now. It is my time. Hopefully our path will cross again. If that time does come that way, I will never let go of what I will see in you ever again. Thank you for a beautiful life and a beautiful memory. I do hope the "snow" will come again like that one that came on a beautiful October morning.

Why don't you try

I am a woman

Cut in two

By ambitious pride

Stuck in my ways

Between you and my other life

Now I have been around enough to know when love has ended

But I believe that you and I deserve to be extended

So why don't you try

To make me stay

When it's time to go

Why don't you try

To stand in my way

'Cause we both know

I can't stop myself

Our empty house

You occupy

When I'm far away

Heavier hearts won't justify

Why I'm gone today

Now I have hung a cloud above our lives from always leaving

Figured you would at least make me give a better reason

So why don't you try

To make me stay

When it's time to go

Why don't you try

To stand in my way

Because we both know

I can't stop myself

In the early mornings when I'm up before dawn

You say "why don't you stay" but you keep sleeping on

Maybe you're just used to me being gone

Cause if you know that I don't want to go

Then why don't you try

Oh yeah

When it's time to go

Why don't you try

To stand in my way

'Cause we both know

I can't stop myself

Why don't you

Why don't you try

When it's time to go oh

'Cause I don't want to have to go

And be the one to leave you holding on alone

But this this is my goodbye

So why don't you try

Oh oh oh

Why don't you

Why don't you

Why don't you try

Breaking Your Own Heart Lyrics

shaking your head like it’s all wrong
before you’re here you’re already gone
and even with the light all around you
you’re all alone in the dark.
you’re breaking your own heart
taking it too far down the lonely road
you say it’s just one love
but when it’s close enough you just let it go
the very thing you’ve been the most afraid of
you’ve been doing it from the start, breaking your own heart.
too many tears, too many falls
it’s easy to hear behind these walls
but you don’t have to walk in the shadows
life is so hard.
you’re breaking your own heart
taking it too far down the lonely road
you say it’s just one love
but when it’s close enough you just let it go
the very thing you’ve been the most afraid of
you’ve been doing it from the start, breaking your own heart.

it’s not too late, i’m still right here.
if only you let go of your fears.
you’re breaking your heart
taking your own heart down the lonely road
you say it’s just one love
but when it’s close enough you just let it go
the very thing you’ve been the most afraid of
you’ve been doing it from the start, breaking your own heart.
you’re breaking your own heart

My Last Request

When your smile becomes the reason I breathe

And your eyes become the motive to see

But if it’s better for your health

To say the love, it lives in someone else

And all that I can say

And all that I can say

Is she is my last request

Everything else is suddenly taken over

And I’m my own regret

And all that I wanted is out of my hands

Your thoughts of war,

Religion and love,

Are the things that I recall when you’re gone

And now I’m left without a clue

On where I stood in line when I lost you

And all that I can say

Yes all that I can say

Is she is my last request

Everything else is suddenly taken over

And I’m my own regret

And all that I wanted is out of my hands

Out of my hands

When your smile becomes the reason I breathe

And your eyes become the motive to see

Then all I can say

Is she is my last request

Everything else is suddenly taken over

And I’m my own regret

And all that I wanted is out of my hands

Out of my hands

She’s my last regret

And all that I wanted is out of my hands

FADE INTO ME

"Fade Into Me" isn’t about one person in particular but it’s the idea of that perfect ONE, finding your soul mate, someone you can disappear into.  How I wish that I could say this song is to YOU~

All I feel now,

Is the weight of the day,

I need you with me,

To push it away,

We disappeared into each other,

Colors appeared and bleed into one,

Fade into me, fade into you,

Two of us melting together until we become something new,

We can't escape,

And watch the world chasing to find us,

Both of us hidden from view,

If you, fade into me, fade into me.

When I'm broken,

You're the one thing I need,

Like an ocean,

Feel you crash over me,

We disappeared into each other,

Colors appeared and bleed into one,

Not gonna fall in,

Drown in the moment with me,

Sinking till we start to breathe.

Fade into me, fade into you,

Two of us melting together until we become something new,

We can't escape,

And watch the world chasing to find us,

Both of us hidden from view,

If you, fade into me

Goodbye

If I seem distant 

Baby I am 

Words are like scissors in your hands 

And there's no script to follow 

So I just close my eyes 

That way it won't hurt so much 

When we say goodbye 

I feel just like an actor 

Up on the stage 

I can't believe 

What I'm hearing myself say 

And the porch light is my spotlight 

So I play along with this life 

That way it won't hurt so much 

When we say goodbye 

Did you ever love me? 

Does it even matter? 

Did you even notice the whole world shatter? 

I just want to hold you til you know I'm sorry 

But I just keep it all inside 

That way it won't hurt so much 

When we say goodbye 

My heart feels like a circus 

It's to much to take in 

It's hard to lose love 

But you were my best friend 

So I walk this high wire 

Alone tonight 

That way it won't hurt so much 

When we say goodbye 

That way it won't hurt so much 

When we say goodbye

Shelter

To that special YOU~ A thing I will do~ No matter how and no matter how hard it takes.

The light should keep shining~

I know that you need it
I know that you don't need me to repeat it
But everything I have to give
I'll give to you
It's not like we planned it
You tried to stay, but you could not stand it
To see you shut down so slow
as though it was an easy thing to do
Listen when
All of this around us will fall over
I'll tell you what we're gonna do, yeah
You will shelter me my love
And I, I will shelter you

I left you heartbroken
But not until those very words were spoken
Has anybody ever made such a fool outta you?
It's so hard to believe it
Even as our eyes do see it
The very things that made you live are killing you
Listen when all of this around us is fallin' over
I tell you what we're gonna do, yeah
You will shelter me my love
and I, I will shelter you
We will shelter you
I will shelter you
We will pray with you
We will pray with you, shelter you
We will shelter you
We'll shelter you
Listen when
All of this around us is fallin' down
We're gonna shelter you

Tonight I Wanna Cry

Somehow after today's eventful gathering.. I cant thank you more for singing this song.

I feel every single bit in her voice. That just sink my heart in.
I really wish one day. I can let go and jus cry~

Just wanna see you happy~

I’ve been holding every breathing and
it’s all I can do
Haging on every word and
Just like a fool, I thought I could get over you

So Call me, when you fall in love
So I can get on with my life
Call me, when you find the one
I’ve been thinking what I was all this time
When you fall in love
Call me

Taking the long away hope and
When I get home
It’s all just been a bad dream
Then I’m not alone
And you aren’t gone and move on

So Call me, when you fall in love
So I can get on with my life
Call me, when you find the one
I’ve been thinking what I was all this time
When you fall in love
Call me

Even know I know its wrong
The holding to this holding on
Its coping, what could it be?
I know the truth, and know it hurts
And now I know its not the worst
Letting go it’s not give in

So Call me, when you fall in love
So I can get on with my life
So call me, when you find the one
I’ve been thinking what I was all this time
When you fall in love
Call Me