I'll always be there~

This is a crazy world

These can be lonely days

It's hard to know who's on your side

Most of the time

Who can you really trust

Who do you really know

Is there anybody out there

Who can make you feel less alone

Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you have broken dreams

Just lay them all on me

I'll be the one who understands

So take my hand If there is emptiness

You know I'll do my best To fill you up with all the love

That I can show someone

I promise you you'll never walk alone

Everybody needs somebody who they can pour their heart and soul into

Well if you need a place where you can run I

f you need a shoulder to cry on

I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain

When you need a healer for your pain

I will be there time and time again

When you need someone to love you

Here I am, Here I am

Does anyone on earth know what is the definition of L O V E ?~~~

Nov 17,

I guess no one would really understand,
people say they love, yet do they?

What is love?

Is it the desire to owned someone?
Is it the selfishness in a persons wants?
Is this what most people thinks love is?

All questions... is there an answer?

Love is just a feeling, to share, to give, to behold.
Its just a simple philosophy which is always being misinterpret.
How can everyone be blinded?
Is it that hard to tell if you love someone?
Is it that hard to admit you love someone?
Is it that hard to be with that someone?
Is it that hard to be true to that someone?

Yet...

All questions... no answers...

It is not as complicated as it is..

But why....


Why~~~~~

EXISTANCE

Perfection is defined when your heart beats next to mine,

and time stands still for us.

My hand in your hair, and yours on my chest.

Moments with you are my lifes best.

We crossed paths for a reason

The planets aligned in that particular season

Its clear to me that well eventually be

Inseparable

I love your existenceand I cant get enough

Your song is sung in your beautiful voice

My senses rush cause they have no other choice

I breathe you in, and I see through your eyes.

You are an angel in a beautiful disguise.

So pucker up and embrace the greatness,

you get me high and erase my sadness.

I love your existence, and I cant get enough

You are my most painful memory

My heart drops suddenly
And breaks into a million sharp pieces
Pieces that are now digging at my insides,
Causing tears to come to my eyes
My mind spins out of control
I can't breath
I can't think
These words I am hearing
They cannot be true
There has never been such an unforgivable lie
My entire being wants to hear you voice
To know that it isn't so

The tears began to pour
Warm and sticky down my red cheeks
There is a stabbing feeling in my throat
The wind is knocked out of my near lifeless body
I let out a moan
In hopes that the pain I am feeling inside will leave with the heart wrenching sound
I do this in vain

Even days later
I lie in bed
Unable to move
Unable to think about anything
Anything but you
What you were
What we had
Everything that I miss and that I will never again have
Every fucking part of me wishes to see your smile again
To hear your voice
To feel your touch

The pain never decreases
Even after days
Weeks
Months
Years
I still remember
Your smile
Your voice
Your touch
You are my most painful memory

Moving on here~~~

Moving on to a new place.
I have been looking for a suitable place to blog.
Hopefully this will be my last resort..
Kinda tired with everything around me..
Am i just dumb or too smart to notice what is right or wrong~~~

But i know...

Things will get better soon